sometimes i forget my age and realize all the boys i like are older than me and call me “kid” and its unlikely they will ever let me kiss their face
This is (still) important
I wish that I was older, old enough to be yours. And I wish that I was wiser, wise enough to be strong-minded, to keep up with the words you say that make me feel so young.
Birdy - Older
i’ve kept my distance
and you kept yours
but still i’m right here
holding on to what we
almost had while you
already forgot what
we never even had in
the first place.
i’m about to watch monster university and i’m probably more excited than my 5 year old cousin
despite of what i tell myself and others,
trying to convince myself and all of my
friends, i do care. i care more than i want
to and more than i’ve ever imagined.
we are at a stop sign, one part of our path is ended and now we cross into the next.
back in january i started this thing with putting notes about happy moments of this year in a jar and when i bought the jar i first wanted to get the smallest one, the kind of pessimist i am, but look at it now! it’s almost full :-)